are tempered with a growing sense of excitement. The fear hits like a wave of icy water and the excitement feels like wee bubbles floating around. Despite this feartie feeling we have decided the three of us that we are going to leave and go to Berlin. Arriving at this point feels like another stage of leaving. The acceptance of the time to now but also the change of direction. Everything will be ok because it has to. Nobody has all the answers all of the time. We are sad to leave family and friends here but excited to share a new space with them when we can.